I am linky up with Farley over at Oh' Boy 4th Grade. Come join in on the fun!
Now onto my currently!
Listening: So my Currently June ALSO listed Law and Order:SVU. Told ya, I just LOVE this show and there's a marathon today! Can't get much better than that.
Loving: My sister is over at my house spending the day with me! It's been a great day of bathing the dogs, running errands, and just being lazy!
Thinking: For those that don't know, I will not be teaching full time next year! This decision is very bittersweet. I am ready to move onto the next part in our lives (keep reading for more explanation) but just can't completely leave the school atmosphere. So next year I will be working part time as a tutor for 2nd grade at a neighboring school to my old school. I will pull out small groups who need extra help in reading and math. I am looking forward to it, but don't know if I get alittle area of my own. Of course, it won't be a full size classroom, but I'm hoping I get some little space to call mine! We will see!
Wanting: It's so dang hot in TEXAS! I need a slurpee.
Needing: If you read my Currently July, it also said I was needing peace. Well I'm still needing peace. My husband and I have been trying for 14 months to have a baby. We were told that we had 1-2% chance of having a baby naturally due to certain reasons. This is part of why I am going to be part time next year. It's time to focus on our family and doing what's best for us.
A few weeks ago we found out we were pregnant! Completely natural! We were shocked and so happy! Unfortunately, I had a miscarriage. This wasn't meant to be our baby. I know this is very personal, but I'm not being me if I'm not being honest and open. I know God has a perfect plan for us and will give us our baby at the right time, but right now I am needing peace more than ever. This girl is ready to be a momma!
B2S must haves: 1) I have to start EVERY year with a new box of markers and crayons. It just makes me so happy to open up a new box! And of course, these are the ones that only the teacher touches.
2) planner-- I LOVE filling out my planner at the beginning the year and I CANNOT wait to get my Erin Condren planner! Still trying to decide on which one I want.
3) a new hair do! Check out my new hair do! I change my hair all the time! So I cut it and went blonde! I love being blonde!! Love it love it love it!!
Go and link up with Farley! I promise you won't regret it! :)
Oh my goodness....a slurpee sounds really good today....it is so hot! Now I want one! :)
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doesn't it sound so good?!?!
DeleteI am so glad I read your Currently post- I added you to my prayers today. One thing I can also suggest is that you read Joy in the Journey. It's a great small ebook you can find here: http://findjoyinthejourneybook.blogspot.com/p/buy-book.html
ReplyDeleteI have NO affiliation with this book or the blogs that created it! I just downloaded it and read it and found many wonderful women to encourage me.
I hope your upcoming year brings you everything you need!
Carol
thank you so much Carol. We will take as many prayer warriors we can get. Thank you for the ebook. I look forward to reading it.
DeleteThat's a huge decision to go part-time next year and it sounds like you both need and deserve it. It's really brave to put yourself and your family first. My husband and I are on the same path knowing we may not be able to have a baby. We have only been trying for 7 months and I am really struggling with knowing it may not be and having enough faith that it'll work out. My bf keeps telling me that my body will do what it can handle and it'll happen when it's right- somedays it's easier to believe this than others. Your strength and faith is inspiring xxx
ReplyDeleteI will be praying God gives you your baby at the right time. I understand how you feeling. You can email me anytime to talk. Good luck to you and your husband.
DeleteAshley
I am sure that everything will work out for you and your partner. I'll keep you in my prayers.
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Down Under Teacher
P.S. That hairstyle ROCKS! LOVE, LOVE, LOVE! Does it require a lot of upkeep to keep looking that good?
Thanks Kylie! Yes this hair style is so stinking easy!! Here's the tutorial I do to style it. It literally takes NO time at all to curl it and I can wear it for 3 days before washing it! She does show you how to wear this style with a headband, but I don't. I just use it for the curling hair part :)
Deletehttp://www.thesmallthingsblog.com/2012/09/quick-curls-and-headband-hair-tutorial.html?showComment=1347921112305#c8061233598726505773
Ashley, you are just the sweetest! Thanks so much for the link to the tutorial!
DeleteBest of luck to you on getting a wee one!! I hope this break from teaching will be what you need to be able to focus on a sweet baby.
ReplyDeleteBridget
First Grade Circus
Thank you! We are hoping too.
DeleteHUGS!!! I am a foster mom for a Christian Adoption Agency here in Abilene and Kindergarten teacher. I have heard many stories like your own. I will add you to my prayer list that God will give you a Peace that only He can give. I am so sorry for your loss. You have an angel baby waiting for you in Heaven. Wish I could just give you a big hug! God has a plan but it sure is hard to wait.
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renetowens@sbcglobal.net
Thank you for your sweet words. They brought me to tears. God does have a plan, but it is so hard to be at peace sometimes.
DeleteHello! I found your blog through Farley's currently linky, and I am so glad I did! I am definitely keeping you in my prayers and hope that your dreams of a family come true! Everything happens for a reason, and I am sure everything will work out for you! *hugs!*
ReplyDeleteAs for the B2S items, I totally agree with you on the new markers and crayons.. there is NOTHING better than a new pack of Crayola crayons in the beginning of the school year!
I'm your newest follower! =)
Ashley
The Resource Room Teacher
So glad to have you as a new follower! Thank you for your kind words. Yes, I just love new crayons! I even hate using them because they are just so beautifully sharpened!
DeleteSo glad to hear you are positive about circumstances you are going through! I can't wait to hear how the new position goes this upcoming year! And I can't believe we do the same thing (well maybe I can)...I have my OWN set of markers and crayons only I can use! Ha!
ReplyDeleteLindsay
For the Love of First Grade
Of course I can believe we both love our markers and crayons! We are so cut from the same cloth friend! :)
DeleteI found your blog through Adventures in Teaching; I am a fellow North TX teacher/blogger. :) I am so sorry to hear about what you've been going through. I have several friends and my sister who have experienced miscarriages, and it's one thing to understand that God has a plan, but it doesn't make it easy when terrible things happen. Thinking of you. Best of luck in your new position this year!
ReplyDeleteOh--I am obsessed with Law and Order SVU, too! At this point I think I've seen every episode, lol!
Take care,
Gayla
Teach On.
So glad you found me through her blog! I have seen every episode too! My sister always wants to watch it, and within 2 minutes I can tell her exactly what episode it is. She hates it :)
DeleteLove the hair- I just cut mine too! I am your newest follower :)
ReplyDeleteRae
Mindful Rambles
So glad to have you as a new follower! I just love getting a hair cut. Makes me feel like a whole new woman!
DeleteI enjoy a slurpee on a hot day too! I will keep you in my prayers. I too have been trying for years to get pregnant (11yrs w/ my ex-husband & now with my new husband) . Wish fertility doctors weren't so expensive!! Good Luck!
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